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ᴘᴀʜɪᴍᴀᴋᴀs // ᴘᴏᴇᴛʀʏ

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vanixllarchives

anecdotes inner-struggle innerthoughts insecurities loss love mentalhealth poems poetry regrets shortstory thoughts tula

"Excerpts from the darkest depths of my mind" 

Pahimakas [Tagalog]
(n.) last farewell / huling paalam 

original poems written by vanixllarchives 
as a way of coping and to at least let out bottled up feelings. 

written in: 
tagalog/english 

© vanixllarchives (2021)All Rights Reserved

anecdotes inner-struggle innerthoughts insecurities loss love mentalhealth poems poetry regrets shortstory thoughts tula

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❝ but this time i will not be lifted from the realms of this catastrophe, this time i will be dipped into the honeyed lox of this saccharine thought; drowning in the depths of the wilted tulips that have not ever to sprout. look at these alstroemerias that blossom from the words that spill from my bleeding heart and plum stained lips; apple juice coating the rim of this glass of champagne in which these sinful creatures drown with their blistered wings. now watch as i am coaxed by the orbs of lavender bruises with hands wrapped around my neck.❞ • my abstract poetry book. lowercase intended. ©️ copyright 2020 nazahace - all rights reserved.