The day Dazai left the Port Mafia I realiezed, I had been in love with the Idiot the whole time, I was mad at myself for falling for an Idiot like him, I started drinking and smoking. Like who would care anyway? I acted like an old snob but I didn't care. Boyxboy The Charakters nor the picures are mine, this is just a fanfic and my first one so. It wont be that good. And there are probably some writing mistakes . TW: -Alkohol -blood -su!$ide/ d3a!h -sh/Ed (I will put an extra warning in the chapter)