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Parts 24
Time 3h 57m

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"He broke me. Changed me into the worst version of myself. All that was left were the pieces of my heart and soul scattered around, left for me to pick them up after him."


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Gravity Lily Griffin is struggling with her past, with a deep love that betrayed her. 
She never knew that she would feel such grief but grief changes people. 

It changed her. 
She wanted to avenge a loss she suffered because of him.

"I hated him. For ruining my life, for hurting me, for coming into my life and making me fall in love with him, for me not being able to hate him just enough that I could stop loving him."


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Hunter West Dalton was living a life Gravity could never even think of. 
Falling for her was not part of his plan but faith had its own twisted mind. 
Hurting her was inevitable. Betraying her hurt him as much as her, if not more. 

He did what he had to do, but the consequences made him suffer a great loss of his own. 

"She is the love of my life and I will make her mine again."



Can the overcome the past or will the pain of it hunt them forever?

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