pretty brown eyes (a 3rd part to 'boyfriends ^^' but it's better grammar!!!)
20 parts Complete Mature"Jordan, I'm so, so sorry. I can't do this anymore. I'm a mess. I can't even care for myself anymore. I miss him, and I've been a dick to you for it. You don't deserve that. I've been trying so hard to be a good person and I'm failing. I haven't told anyone, but I can't stop blaming myself. If I wasn't so weak, would I have been able to stop Parker? I deserved to die, not Noah. He was too sweet to die, and I wish I was strong enough to save myself to save him.
Love, Jayden."