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It all began in 4th grade. Kids calling me Fat ugly worthless. I went home and grabbed the scissors the ran upstairs. I rolled up my sleeve and started scratching my wrists for about 20 minutes. No blood was drawn, But you could see the scratches. I took the scissors back I went to bed. The thoughts came Flooding though. "Why me?" "What did I do?" "I don't understand!" My eyes filled with water as tears came gushing down my cheeks makeing there own path. I fell asleep knowing how stupid I am. The next morning I woke up hateing my self. I threw on some tights and a long sleeved Black shirt. I went downstairs Ate some food and hated every bite. I grabbed my back pack and threw on my white converses and raced out the door. The whole way to school I was starring at the ground Fighting back tears. I got to school and all the kids gave me dirty looks. We sat down in class I tried to avoid everyone. I didn't even try to talk. I kept my head down the whole time.