Goodbye my lover
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Castiel was broken.
For years he has been. Why hasn't he jumped, over dosed, pulled the trigger, or cut too deep yet? He still has a spark of hope, but that spark is slowly dwindling down. He needs someone to re-ignite the spark of hope. He needs,
Dean Winchester.
(Highschool AU, there is a trigger warning as there is depression/self harm... You have been warned.)
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