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The Dirt On My Knees.

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The Dirt On My Knees.
Written by Julian G. Smith

 I couldn't explain the euphoria of being out at night, alone on the dimly lit streets, skating and skating to some sort of feeling of freedom. The feeling you had control of your life - like you know what you were doing. I know I sound stupid - but its what gave me an escape from reality. 



Jordan's life is filled with all sorts of twists and turns. The bad overcame the good most of the time and left a lasting affect on him. This is a glimpse as to how Jordan's life was. Giving you a view of the rollercoaster a teen's life could be. High school, parents, trauma, romance, drugs, a troubled clueless and lost fifteen year old. What ending could be awaiting Jordan?All Rights Reserved

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