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Love Is A Drug

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Gabriella Diaz, a soon to be 18 year old  adult strives through pain, loss, anxiety, self harm and low self-esteem due to her physically abusive brother and her emotionally abusive father and the loss of her kind hearted mother. After the death of her mother and another incident Gabriella's father and her brother changed within their hearts. Darkness enveloped them and drugs became their new best friends. 

Finding love with a person you least expect to find love with is something none of us would understand unless we experience it. A mysterious, cold hearted man enters Gabriella's life. With a pair of deep blue eyes and a shadow of darkness surrounding him, how will he love her with all her troubles and how will she love him and at the same time attempt to survive in his dangerous world? Will this love last? Find out what the dark past behind this mysterious man holds and how Gabriella interferes.

WARNING!:
THERE WILL BE SOME UNCOMFORTABLE CONTENT BUT JUST SKIP IF YOU FIND IT UNCOMFORTABLE. IF SO, DO NOT KEEP READING!!All Rights Reserved

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