I Am Finally Clean
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Going through your childhood and adolescence being told that a very big and important part of you that you can't change is going to be the reason that you burn in the darkest pits of Hellfire doesn't allow you to accept yourself as easily as you should be able to. Unfortunately, it stays with you until your last moments.
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an angel's favorite soul to welcome to heaven is one who thought he was destined for hell
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