The White Room | Short story
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TW: mental !llnesses/d!sorders, insecur!ty, an0r3xia, cry!ng, v3nt, bl00d, su!c!de, s3lf h4rm
The room that she lived in her whole life, staring at the white walls, not knowing what to do anymore.
It was so normal, so basic, but so painful to watch it slowly fading away from her memories as she takes her last breath and drowns in her pain...
- noe
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