Self image and the lost soul

this story is Emotional, this is for us who find it hard to express feelings and emotions. For us who experience a life long battle with ourselves everyday and cant really explain a reason for our decisions, only that it gives us closure and validation.
If you need to be reflected on the ugly ways that life can be please read.
I had given up on writing but im back and im ready to write up more stuff i hope that we can do this together <3.