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Asha's Book of Desparation

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Reads 1,572
Votes 140
Parts 62
Time 1h 6m

Mature

Marked mature because I get really sad down the line.
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Worst ideas of 2021, Part #100039.
Presented to you by Asha.

Basically I can't keep a good habit, so why not let the internet know of it to hold myself accountable and feel guilty when I don't update?
Also why not flex my measly brain?
I'm trying to bait myself-

Watch me fail this tomorrow.

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The arts inside don't belong to me! It's just there such that Miku stares deep into my soul so hopefully I'll feel bad and go study. Inefficiency at its finest.

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My motivation: to see my Father smile, a japan trip (my Mother bribed me)All Rights Reserved

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