I can't be fixed! :D

about me who is the main character, here is a book where i write about my personal life, then log out of wattpad for three years, im a pro ive done this b4 go check out my other book where i was delusionally attached to scarlxrd and was an extrovert, occasionally ill add parts in there that arent true, but by all means this is my current mental state, please ask questions at will i am so very lonely and putting my life here because i have no one else to go to anymore, my mental is fucked up.