"There was silence for a long time. And it was uncomfortable and heavy and I hated it. I hated myself, I hated her, and for the first time, I hated you. Why did you have to go and leave me like that? What did I ever do to deserve losing you? It was stupid, what I was thinking. And it was stupid, that you were dead. And it was all just so, so, so, so incredibly stupid. " A short story by me, cover art is also by me