NECTAR (formally known as: I think I need a mommy?)
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I'm bisexual. I can't live with this secret blooming inside my heart and clawing at my flesh . I've been with male companions but I can't help but fantasize about sleeping with a female. Her fingers sliding down in between my thighs, wrapping her lips around my nipple and tugging until I let out a moan. I can't help it I want her so freaking bad. I think I need a mommy .
Follow us on a Rollercoaster of betrayal and hurt. What happens when your boss and her best friend is interested in you? Will you go for hot and intimidating or hot and charming.
Read this story to find out Ashley's choice.
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