Drugs, Alcohol and self harm were what kept her at bay, but only until he came back. After all these years of wondering where the asshole was, he's back. It was never love or anything like that, they were young and bestfriends, nothing more. But he left and their friendship withered away and it was his fault, it would never be the same again, i guess she was right... to a certain extent TW: mentions of drug use, suicide , strong language , alcoholism, mature content , sh