My Defining Moment
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  • Reads 169
  • Votes 23
  • Parts 12
  • Time 2h 12m
Ongoing, First published Dec 29, 2014
I always liked music. Well most people do. Right?
I never thought of making it a career. I didn't think I was good, but hey I've been wrong before. I wasn't waiting for my big break, that one person to come along and find me. 
I never believed in the "one day can change you life" saying. There aren't fates making choices for you. You control your life. Some call me lucky, some call me cursed. 
But one day. One song. 
That was all it took for my life to change. Was it a good change or bad change? I still don't know the answer to that.
But I do know that you should always take every opportunity you get, because you don't want to look back at your one life and have regrets. 
I learned that the hard way.
I didn't go looking for fame, it found me. I wanted to forget my past, it came back. I wasn't ready to show the world who I was, but not everyone has their wishes come true. And I certainly didn't go looking for love but it found me as we'll.
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