Hold On To Hope
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  • Reads 56
  • Votes 8
  • Parts 4
  • Time 27m
Ongoing, First published Dec 10, 2021
Not going to lie, life sucks, it LOVES to throw an untimatum, where it pours in ridiculous amount of unwanted surprises.

I wish I was your normal 22 year old college student, but as I said, we are often forced to face circumstances life wants to put us in, which we are taught to avoid at all cost.

Me, Rabiya Hustan, is a victim of Rape, assault, and physical abuse.

At edge, and counting down the days my past resurfaces, waking up to destruct what is left of my damaged self. 

So what should be my bigger concern? My past or the fact that I'm involuntarily getting engaged to someone I've never known in my life. Atleast that's what I claim to tell myself. 

Let the roller coaster my life so endearingly put me in, begin.
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