If only I could wake up and start again. If only I could go back and change what happened. If only I turned the other way. If only it had never happened… This is the story of the hardest year of my life. Of how everything fell apart at once. Of how I managed to lose everything. Copyright © Lucy-MareeMcDonald/IfOnly...™ 2014. The moral right of the author has been asserted. All rights reserved. This story is published subject to the condition that it shall not be reproduced or retransmitted in whole or in part, in any matter, without the written consent of the copyright holder, and any infringement of this is violation of copyright law. All rights reserved ® Lucy-MareeMcDonald™All Rights Reserved