I'm in love with you and I'm sorry

"I'm always going to be the second choice "

" But I didn't know loving him will be the worst thing "

This story is going to be a love story but a sad one about me and mr park jimin there is no y/n in it just my life and the fact I like him but I don't want to but I like liking him but I don't at the same time it's complicated sorry