The reason that keeps me alive - BokuAka [English Version]

☆On the outside, Keiji Akaashi looks like a quiet boy who concentrates on school, plays volleyball on the side and has high goals for his future.
But that is only the side he shows.

The truth is that his father is a drug addict, Akaashi himself suffers from depression and panic attacks. When he starts the first year at Fukurodani, he meets and befriends the ace of the volleyball team, Kotaro Bokuto. Just when it seems he has become accustomed to his father's outbursts as well as punishments, the usually outspoken Bokuto, as well as the entire team, begins to hide something from him.

Akaashi's world falls apart more and more as he begins to doubt himself and his life goes further and further down the drain.

⚠️Please read the Info-Chapter before starting the Story.

Cover by me!!

[Characters belong to Haruichi Furudate, except OCs]

Info: This is a story that has been published by me in german first. Since i'm not that good in translating long stories, I used a special translator called "DeepL". If you may see any mistakes, feel free to let me know about it, and also, i'm happy about every constructive feedback since i'm not a professional author yet. Also, I like to have conversations with readers and I am veryyy veryyy grateful for every read, like or comment I get, just want to let you know :))