Nothing Happens But I Love You

I wanted to love someone who knew complexity but was humble
Someone who knew dark but was light
Someone who knew how to hurt but didn't
Someone who knew how to rule but didn't
And right there I realised
That I was searching just the opposite of what I was
Of what I felt
Because when you are dark you want light right?
But you changed my mind
You showed me the light and you showed me the dark
You showed me the power and you showed me weakness
You showed me love and you showed me hate
You showed me how to live and not survive
You taught me to choose, to take choices
But you never taught me how to die
How to leave
You showed me everything but now I have nothing, I am nothing
Just a reminder in your brain
Of when I was physical
Of when my blood pumped freely through my veins