After the deaths of Michael and Luke, Calum and Ashton had their troubles. They lost all contact with the Clifford and Hemmings families. Calum never self harmed in his life until they died. Him and Ashton were all they had left. But they reminded each other of their best friends that were no longer in the world. What killed them the most was that fans killed themselves and stopped supporting the two boys. They both became almost mute. They never left their houses, and if they did it was to see the other boy. They no longer had feelings to give away. They were emotionless. People didn't care. After a few years of this life, No one realized what would happen. Warning: Triggering of self harm, Boyxboy, NO SMUT, foul language, and you will probably cry. You need to read 'Christmas // Muke' in order to understand the basis of this story.