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No Thanks, I'm Not Hungry [COMPLETED]
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Eli Wyatt Walker is the name. Well, my boy name anyway. This is my story (diary) that I've keep to record my feelings since I really don't have anyone I consider super close that I would tell them anyway so what better way to share my feelings than to write them down? I started out fat and now I turned super skinny because anorexia and bulimia is a hard thing to handle... I worry some people... And myself...
Because no one wants a fat person...
No one wants a stick figure...
What does someone one out of me?
What do I have to change to get someone to love me?
Find out with me because honestly, I have no idea either.
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