Lover's dream

She kissed him as he bid her goodbye for good, it would be last time she would ever see him in such alive state.
Knowing she would by now be out of his sight, she sat down, bent her knees and tucked her head in her knees.
"Why this, why the mess..." sobbing more and more, knowing at least he would be safe for now, she hoped. Unknowingly for her, he never was the target to begin with, just a piece of unwanted material.