Ayush Fucking Mathur
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3am and I'm still awake I bet you're just fine fast asleep in your IT city (Bangalore) that's better than mine
PS: no ayush is being hurt during the making of this shit
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I Hate Poetry.
i'll break my own heart in remembering. (amateur poetry spanning from a very long time ago to now)
BLOOMING LOVE FROM HATE
He is 30 and she is 19. she yearns for his love, but he hates her to his core. .......................................................................... He rushed to the hospital after receiving the call from the doctor. He felt restless, even though he didn't love his wife, he was scared about his baby's health. After reaching the hospital he enquired about the maternity ward in the reception and rushed towards it frantically. He hurriedly went to the doctor and the doctor explained to him about his wife condition, that his wife is very anemic and she is in depression. If she is not taken care well it will be difficult for her to continue the pregnancy. A wave of guilt hit him harshly ... he feared that he might lose his own blood because of his arrogance. He decided to treat her well atleast until her delivery. He saw around the ward and noticed other pregnant women with their husbands, he felt a pang in his heart realizing how he treated his wife. He entered the room and saw his unconscious wife, she looked pale and weak that's when he noticed she's become skinny after getting pregnant. Her jaw and collar bones are clearly visible to him but once, she was a cute and chubby little girl....but not anymore. To know more about Aditya and Nithya's life dive into our story. ................................................................................Complete
Living hell
" You are really beautiful Nivi...... oh I am sorry Actually it slipped out accidentally. I heard your mom addressing you as Nivi that's why " when this man sitting in front of me who is handsome and damn hot addressed me as Nivi all those hatred with which I came to meet him blown away. My eyes becomes soft and wet. I quickly put my head down and looked at floor to hide those stupid tears. Siddarth Singh Khurana, most prominent business tycoon of South Asia.Current head of Khurana's business empire. Most eligible bachelor, youngest and successful business man. " I think I can't even imagine any other girl beside me as my bride other than you " his deep husky voice made a tingling sensation all over my body. why this is happening to me? I came to say a no for this marriage whoever he is. I stopped dreaming about my future then why I am having second thoughts now. He remembers me of a person whom I really miss. The way he called my name as Nivi was enough for me to break that stone wall inside my heart. " Nivedita look at me once." I slowly raised my head and met his dark eyeballs. " I promise you I won't let you regret this marriage. I will give all happiness for you. At first it was just a business marriage for me but after meeting you I got admired by your simplicity. please say yes" he looked at me with those hopeful eyes. I didn't say anything but I nod my head as yes and he was overwhelmed by my yes. " Thank you, thank you so much " he held my both hands and said. ................ This was the last happiest conversation I remember which I has with my so called husband who is now laying on his bed and beating out of shit from me. I regret that each and every moment when I agreed for this marriage. I can't even cry loudly to forget this immense pain all over my body because if he heard my sound he might kill me and I can't die like at any cost. I need to survive and I don't know like what I did to this family they are treating me like a shit.Complete
NOW YOU SEE," THE REAL ME" UNDER MAJOR EDITING
NOW YOU SEE "THE REAL ME" #1 IN THE SERIES OF POETRY BOOKS //SAD POETRY EDITION (under major editing) "My heart was taken by you, broken by you, and now it's in pieces because of you" My poems aren't the best. The first few poems may not seem worthy of being read but... later down in the book they get better. To some, my poems are beautiful; to some, my poems are shitty and they are rubbishπ. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK!!! I can't promise that your time won't be wasted reading this book. I'm not a professional poet so expect the worst. This book isn't for everyone. It's sad, a little motivating and dark. If you aren't into sad poems don't read this book, it isn't for you. This book contains some of my thoughts,mostly about me or the people around me or just society in general. If you are feeling sad or depressed, please seek help. I know how much it hurts but it isn't too late to heal. Cover made on postermywall β₯*β‘β:ｑ.ｑβ₯*β‘β:ｑ.ｑβ₯*β‘β:ｑ.ｑβ₯*β‘β:ｑ.ｑβ₯*β‘β:ｑ.ｑβ₯*β‘β:ｑ.ｑβ₯*β‘β:ｑ.ｑβ₯*β‘β:ｑ.ｑβ₯*β‘β:ｑ.ｑβ₯*β‘β:ｑ.ｑβ₯*β‘β:ｑ Rankings: #1 in sad poet out of 23 07/25/2021 #2 in deep thought out of 4. 8 K stories 07/25/2021 #2 in thoughts out of 73. 4 K stories 07/25/2021 #3 in sad poems out of 10.1 K stories 07/25/2021 #3 in thoughts and feelings out of 10.1 K stories 07/25/2021 #6 in poet out of 14.3 K stories 07/25/2021 #40 in deep out of 26.6 K stories 07/25/2021 #48 in depressing out of 18. 3 K stories 07/25/2021Complete
Meant to be together | 18+
"why the fuck did you go on a date with him? he is not even your type!!" he growls. "so what? he is friendly and nice to me" I replied confidently. "NO, HE IS NOT NICE!!! he wants you because you're....beautiful" he said looking directly in my eyes! "Viaan! stop being so annoying...and let me go! he is waiting for me" I said. As I was about to leave, he held my hands and in a millisecond I was pinned to his car. I was shocked by this action of his. He never behaved like this but today he was in different mood. "What a-are you d-doing?" I said. We were so close that our lips were almost touching and then he bends towards my neck and kiss it. I swear that feeling was so amazing... I loved it but I didn't show it on my face, but then he looked at me with his dark brown eyes, and stared at me for a couple of seconds. "If you didn't leave for home right now! I will kiss the fuck out of you, until you become breathless" he said in his deep voice without breaking the eye contact. Honestly that was hot....but this is not the time for this. "And why are you suddenly so interested in my personal life? Are you jealous of Abhay?" I said without looking at him. "Do not try me! I said go home!!" I sensed that he is angry. "Oh yeah? don't try you? what will you do Mr. Raghuvanshi?" I said in a sarcastic way. To which he smirked. and said "don't ask for something you can't handle baby" What did he just say.....Baby? "I'm not your baby". "Are you sure?" he smirked again. Why the hell he's keep doing that. ......... Tropes - Friends to Lovers CBI officer Γ Teacher Past is Involved No cheating Mention of Domestic violence (not by Male Lead) Torture on Female lead (obviously not by Male Lead) #1 hers #19 slowburn #7 desiromanceComplete
Stolen Love
....Λβπ ππ’π π‘π¬ππ‘π¨π¨π₯ + πππ¬π’ π«π¨π¦ππ§ππβΛ.... "You can't marry him Vaani" I said staring deep in her eyes gritting my teeth my chest tighten with unfamiliar and unbearable pain , just the thought of her being with someone else kills me so much. "Why?" She asked adding salt on my wounds anger consumed me at this moment, while tightening my grip on her arms and pulling her closer I let out a painful chuckle and said " Because he don't deserve someone like you he deserves someone much better" I could feel the burn in my eyes, my tears are fighting to rolled down my eyes but I didn't let them , hurting her is hurting me more than she could imagine. She remained silent tears rolled down her eyes damage caused by my words were clearly visible in her eyes , I am dying to hug her comfort her but the betrayal the, damge ,the pain I am carrying all these years stopped me from doing so. "Do you hate me this much Nirvaan?" She asked in painful voice looking straight in my eyes , my heart clenched painfully on her condition , I wiped her tears and whispered so softly that she can't hear it. "π° ππππ π° πππππ " βββ ββ ββ β ββ "Aap ke ye aanshu humare zakhmo pe namak ka kaam karte hai Vaani " βββ ββ ββ β ββ β πππππ ππππππβ " I was thrown in dark dead night enough times to realise I am not worthy to meet sunshine" β πππππππ ππππππππβ "I am dying to be her sunshine so bright to her dark dead night yet, so warm to melt away all her pain" ______________Complete
Bound by love till eternity (Completed)
Special mention in #Wattpad love awards Most impressive rankings #1 in Together-11/06/2022 #2 in Emotional-13/11/2021 #3 in Emotional-15/11/2021 #3 in Office-05/01/2022 Scene#1 "But I like you...I'll always be by your side..just give me a chance" he said. Shocked by his words she replied, " I can't even think of you in my dreams." "Why...I am very sure of my feelings for you and I am sure you like me too...please give us a chance" he sounded desperate but she had to act strong in front of him. "I trust you but I don't trust my fate," she said and walked away...breaking him, his heart into million pieces. Only if he knew how it took all her willpower to not look back and run in his arms and say soothing words to him...to express her feelings for him but she had to walk away. Scene #2 "I shouldn't have given up on her" Akash said, sighing and a tear slipped his eyes which he quickly wiped away. "You tried your best, Akash" Sid said and Akash looked at him. "But I didn't try enough," Akash said and Sid looked away. "If she decides to leave me, I'll let her go," Akash said. What happens when 2 different people keep meeting each other in different phases of life and realize they've fallen for each other only to be separated by fate every time. Will they end up together or fate will always keep them apart? Join the rollercoaster journey of our protagonists Siya and Akash and find out what has fate stored for them. Read their story to find out how they defy the norms of society and struggle to be with each other. First book in Eternity series. This is the first-ever book that I wrote in my life. It has grammatical and spelling mistakes, and also may sometimes feel like the characters are out of their mind but trust me, the book is worth giving a shot. All rights are reserved for this book. Don't try to copy my work otherwise, I won't take a minute to report your account in the name of plagiarism. Every word of this book is my idea.Complete
Purvi: His Irresistible Desire
His words crash over me, relentless and heavy. I feel my knees shake, but I refuse to let him see me crumble. "You left me, Ayaan," I manage to choke out, my voice defiant despite the fear creeping into my chest. "You lost everything when you walked away. Don't you dare come back, claiming me now.", "I'm not yours. I never will be. You have no right to decide for me. I will marry Vihaan, and you..." I jabbed a finger into his chest. "You have no place in my life anymore, Ayaan Malhotra" His lips curl into a twisted, dark smile. There's no warmth in it-only possession, and something far darker beneath. He leaned in, his lips brushing my ear as he whispered, "If you marry him, I'll kill him, Purvi. I'll rip him apart with my bare hands, and it will be your fault. All your fucking fault. Will you make me do that?" ----------------------------------------- Ayaan Malhotraβ¨ ~"You can hate me with every breath, but it won't change a thing, Purvi. You're mine, and I'll rewrite fate itself to keep you. No force on earth can take you away from me now." Purvi Agarwalπͺ· ~"The pain you caused still lingers, Ayaan, and all I can do now is hate you for it." ----------------------------------------- She loved him with every breath, every heartbeat-until he crushed her without mercy. Years later, fate brings them back together. But where love once bloomed, only hatred remains in her heart. And in his? An obsession that refuses to die. He wants to claim her. She wants to escape. Will she break free, or will the past pull her back into his grasp? Read on to uncover a story of love, destruction, and the battle between a shattered heart and an unrelenting desire. ------------------- Ceo X Fashion designer Brother's bestfriend
My Other Side
I gathered all of my writings in here. The writing I wrote while everyone is sleeping. These writings are my other side. The other side that no one ever knew.Complete
Epiphany
So, I think Iβm just about over being your girlfriend.. Iβm leaving, Iβm leaving No more wondering what youβve been doing Where you been sleeping.. Itβs over.. Iβm leaving, Iβm leaving..Complete
In Some Niya
"Go to sleep already. Good night, I love you," my mom said while closing the door of my room. Damn. It's one of those nights again, huh. Tch. I twisted an turned on my bed. Can't seem to find a good spot again. *sigh* I gave up and just stared at the ceiling. I got my cellphone from under my pillow and scrolled through instagram and hoped that it would make me somewhat sleepier. Blah blah blah this. Blah blah blah that. Damn, can't get sleep whatsoever. I don't want to do this but this leaves me no choice. "(Hey B, are you there?)" I spoke inside my mind. "(About damn time you gave up~ haha~ can't sleep, princess?)" the voice replied back. Damn, I'm trap again.Complete
You
This is my poetry and many more to come. thank you for reading . If you feel what I do, then I know it's real. "All poetry is written by me , do not take something and don't give credit for!"
His Only Peace Of Mind
Why..why are you doing this ? You can't leave me alone like this . How can you do this to me ? You ..you don't love me now after all that was all that a lie .she said crying and sobbing hitting her hands on his chest . He held her hand away from him ..yes you are right it was all a lie . Can't you fucking see Ayushi I used you ,I fucking used you and I did told you to not fall for me but it was you who couldn't control yourself and you blame me now he said in a loud voice making her flinch and moving back . I...I don.... don't believe you .she said in a wishper.you are lying vihaan . Did he really hurt her ? Doesn't he love her when he can even burn the world for her peace and safety who killed a man just because he was touching her in the wrong way . Was that all a lie ? Secrets will unfold,,past will be ignited when she will found about her family . Stat tuned for this unfolding event Will love win defeating hatred?, When I first saw you I knew I needed you . I need you in my life but when I found who you are i forgot that I loved you once and started hurting you even though it was hurting me more to hurt you . Slow chuckle i must be a monster to ruin your life but I am happy it was me who found you if anyone else in the underworld would have found you they wouldn't have gone easy on you . You should thank me , sweetheart. She used to think she can give up her life for him only for him to scar a bullet hole in her heart which will never fall in love again .
Wajah Tum Ho
And it began with that one night. One night that changed everything. One night that changed all equations. One night that broke all relations. One night that shattered all hopes. One night that opened all eyes. Because sometimes second chances aren't possible. Read to find out more. Warning: The FF contains Hindi dialects and some inappropriate content for 16 below. My second story on Wattpad and hope I entertain you well. Currently under the process of editing. Cover Credits: @StarsAndFireflies Love Pxx β€Complete
E m b r h e a AFTERLIFE
[CITY HEART] Can't I Touch Your Heart? is a book by @Ryusensei2000 (Ryu Sakurada) This is a FAN FICTION of that story E m b r h e a AFTERLIFE * * * * * The video ended. It left her in tears. His words kept lingering inside her head. "Maybe in another lifetime, we'll meet again." "I'll be waiting for you" "And we'll laugh about how we broke each other's hearts*chuckles*." "Can't I Touch Your Heart?" * * * * * This AFTERLIFE OF EMBER & RHEA is written by me (@ItsMistar) & MG (@ItsMGsShine) * * * * * Previously known as CITY HEART Afterlife (had to change it because of copyright issues) #2 - afterlife #12 - foreign #48 - poems #14 - poemsComplete
One Thousand Tears
I've tried to release this pain in so many different ways; But writing about you seems to be one of my faves. I don't understand how I find closure When I know it only lasts until the poem is over. Somehow it feels like some sort of imaginary relief to my reality. As if, the pain I feel only exists until the words are free. I know how crazy it may seem Because the heartbreak will always be there; And I will never un-feel what you've done to me.Complete
Till Old And Grey β
"Hey, baby?" I smile cheekily, grabbing Shreyan's attention and the girl beside him. He facepalms and looks at me, "Avyuktha?" "You look handsome, boyfriend." I wink at him and look at the girl beside him. "I'm sorry to say this. He's taken. We have engaged already." She nods pursing her lips and stands up. "All yours," she takes the seat across from Shreyan. I sit beside him and loop my arm around his. "I'm Avyuktha, Shreyan's lover since kindergarten. We are gonna marry soon." I tell her but I don't see any discomfort in him. Even the girl is just enjoying us. To spice up things, I add looking at him, "It's been so long since we have had our time." "Uh-huh?!" he smirks, "Let's go to my house then." Blood rushes to my cheeks. God! How could he just talk to me like this when the girl he is gonna marry is in front of him? I turn to the girl and smile, "He's just being desperate since it's been so long." I lean in front and say something I haven't ever expected to say, "As we are gonna become parents." Her eyes widen and I look at Shreyan. He is looking at me shocked. My plan working. The girl leans in front, "That's great news. How many months?" she asks. I look at Shreyan. He says, "It's three months." Man! he is being comfortable again. I'm gonna embarrass him to death today. No matter what!! I scoot closer and he takes deep breaths looking away, rolling his eyes in slow motion. "Baby, who is she?" "My sister," he says. I nod. "Hi, sister-in-law," she waves at me and looks at my stomach. "How is my niece?" "Your niece is healthy, Riya," Shreyansh winks. "She will be beautiful since her mother is, too." *************************************** Cheerful girl and a broody guy! Dreaming princess and a practical prince! Innocent angel and a cocky bastard! Avyuktha and Shreyan! Poles apart but hearts are close! Insights of the future are different but the destination is intertwined. ...Til Old And GreyComplete
Revenge In Love|β
#ππ¨π¨π€ π π¨π 'ππππππππππππ πππππππ' πππ«π’ππ¬ ... "Why can't you handle the truth? The real truth is, you're not a man enough, Arjun!" That was all Siya had to say. Arjun roughly picked her up, carried her out of the bathroom, and threw her onto the bed. Siya was taken aback but didn't let fear show. Arjun hovered over her, his expression a mix of anger and determination. "Now I'll show you how much of a man I am." He said, smashing his lips against hers in a forceful kiss. Siya tried to push him away, but Arjun pinned both of her hands with one hand and held her cheeks with the other. He parted her lips and continued to kiss her aggressively, biting and nibbling at her lips with intense fury. "Arjun, let me go! Leave me, you bastard, you fucker, leave me!" She screamed, but Arjun ignored her pleas, kissing her with fierce determination. She lost track of time, feeling as though she might suffocate. Finally, he pulled away, and she gasped for air. Before she could process what was happening, Arjun tore her dress in one swift motion and threw it aside. Siya was completely shocked, but when she realized she was left only in her underwear, she quickly tried to cover herself, but Arjun didn't give her a chance. He locked her hands again and began attacking her neck with frenzied aggression, biting and sucking, breaking the skin and drawing blood. "Arjun, please let me go! What are you doing? Arjun, let me go!" Siya cried out in excruciating pain. Her cries made Arjun come to his senses. He released her, and Siya seized the moment to push him away and sit up. Seeing her in such a state, Arjun became aware of what he had almost done. Before he could speak, Siya slapped him so hard that the sound reverberated through the room. REVENGE IN LOVE by~ @Tales_of_the_loveeπ¦
i'll break my own heart in remembering. (amateur poetry spanning from a very long time ago to now)
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