well....this isn't really a story but just my feelings and my thoughts and the things that flows through my head on a daily basis. Things that I can't explain to people. Also I feel like they won't understand so......yeah...... This book is about feeling longing for some one I never had and probably will never have and I only hope you can relate to it. this book may contain some triggering topics because I'm using this as an open journal, something for everyone to read. if you are going through the same things I hope this book makes you feel less alone. thank you for giving this book a chance.