You think you've seen family drama? These sisters finna give you a run for your money! "Say I can't wait for you to wake up Mommy," my husband coached our daughter. His voice startled me. But it still didn't wake me up. "Can't wait for you wake up Mommy," Divine's little voice trembled. "Say I miss you so so so much." "I miss you sooooooo much," she practically whispered. But I just couldn't wake up. I felt like I'd been trying to get up for years but my heavy eyes and broken body left me stuck in the dark. I had no idea how many times I'd heard my baby girl beg me to just wake up... but I couldn't move. I could holler but no one could hear. And I could cry but they couldn't see the tears. I felt like I could barely breathe. "Where are they?" I hollered but per usual no one answered. "Where are they?!" TRIGGER WARNINGS: Parts of this book contain explicit content and scenarios that discuss sexual assault, suicidal ideation, and drug abuse. If reading about ANY of these things jeopardize your state of mental wellness, out of respect to the author, please do not flip through this book alone at all or read it with a supportive friend.