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Happy Pills

LovaticNamedMax202

Reads 950
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Parts 33
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Reads 950
Votes 41
Parts 33
Time 46m

LovaticNamedMax202

abusing alcohol anorexiarecovery anxietyattacks demi demilovato lovato mentalhealth selfharmawareness selfinjury tw xfactor

Jax a 17 year old goes onto X Factor (US) even though she's struggling. Will the constant hints be enough for someone to finally notice? 

TW: ED, Self Injury or self harm, brief abuse,alcoholism, underage drinking, etc

Brief Prolouge

"Honey I need you to tell me. What's going on?" They asked me "nothing" I said quickly "come on nobody chooses those specific songs for no reason" they said and I shook my head shakily walking away ignoring the dizziness that threatened to make me fall "nobody needs to know about it" I mumbled as I took my last dose of "Happy Pills"

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Lovely || Demi Lovato by dimmylicious

He always assumes I want money. That money can replace my desire for a mother, for a female figure who will guide me through the darkness. All he can provide is money. He assumes that because I use the money, that I'm happy, that I don't spend night hunched over my toilet bowl physically sick to my stomach with the guilt of killing my mother. He assumes that because I have friends, that the smile on my face is genuine. That because I smile and confidently stride out of my room in a bikini, that I love myself and the way I look. He assumes everything about me, because he doesn't know me. I'm his daughter, and with the simple fact, he assumes that by just looking at me he knows my every thought. Does he know of the blood I spill when I have no other method of coping? Does he know of the times I sit and ponder about what it would be like to go through death? Does he know that when he leaves for work, I cry myself to sleep and wish for a mother? Does he know that I could care less about him? I hate him. But he loves me. Does he know, that through all this mess, I just want a mother. Because according to Disney, mother knows best?

Demi Lovato One Shots by ballatrixismywifu

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Simon's Rules by Jerrie_Power

No one knows the real Little Mix. This is exactly the way it's supposed to be, the way Simon intends. Personalities were assumed during the X Factor and their early days, but now that the girls are older and more independent they no longer are the same people. But that's not what the public knows, it's not what sells, so they have to play their parts in public for Simon. Over time it gets harder and harder to keep up the illusion of happiness, as behind the scenes tension and challenges grow. When they receive devastating news the girls want to call it quits, but they have a contract they can't find a way out of. Keeping the illusion up doesn't seem possible, but they have to, even if it costs one of them their life.

Black Into Gold // Demi Lovato // 3 by KeroseneBeautyQueen

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Before The End (One Direction) by BomPomm

"I wasn't addicted to drugs. Yes, I liked using drugs, but to call me an addict would be a false accusation. But then, why can't I stop?" Harry Styles seemingly had everything a 16 year old could ever dream of. He was attractive, famous, rich and part of the biggest boyband in the world. His life outwardly appeared to be a straight line of perfection. Then he met Cory Bleu and things changed. Desperate to escape his childlike boybander persona, Harry allows Cory to take him on a dive headfirst into the dark side of the celebrity world that he's been sheltered from. Without warning he's thrust into a life of lies, scandal, sex, violence and especially drugs. Faced with a growing addiction that he can't seem to stop and the unexpected death of someone incredibly important to him, Harry starts to wonder if he can ever get out of the hole he's buried himself in. Can Harry recognize the consequences of his actions before he hurts everyone he loves? *Trigger Warning: Deals with drug abuse, alcoholism, suicide, depression, self harm, sexual abuse, etc.*

A Sisters Love (Demi Lovato FanFic) by lovinglovatobsession

Karoline used to have the perfect life, money, loving parents, friends in school. One day everything changed, the one thing that can run its way in to everyone's mind. Alcohol. Her parents become angry and abusive, always drinking. Karoline turns to Demi's music, to help her with everything she is going through. One day, she orders two all around passes to go and see Demi Lovato. Demi finds sympathy in everything Karoline is going through. How will Karoline not crash and burn dealing with recovery in the spotlight? ~~~ This was written when I was 13 or 14 and it's not the best. Throughout this book I was dealing with several things, but I am glad to say that I am going through recovery and I'm doing well :) thank you for reading, even after years. it means a lot. ❤️

Help Me, Mom | Demi Lovato by BabyishLovato

Alexis Grace Lovato is your typical fourteen year old girl, besides having a famous singer as her Mom. Demi stopped working when Alexis, or Alex, was born so that she could single-handedly take care of her. What happens when Demi goes back to work and goes on tour? Meanwhile, Alex's mental state is slowly deteriorating piece by piece, she's going in a downward spiral. What happens when Demi finds out that her precious baby girl is going down the same treacherous path she had? Will Demi be able to help Alex before it's too late?

Hidden Secrets by foreverlastingdemi

I guess most people would say I'm lucky, I mean I am related to the Demi Lovato, and trust me it has it's up sides but it's not what it seems like. Demi's fans like to attack me, because I'm Demi's little sister, and Demi never see's it. It's also kind of hard to hide certain things from Demi, sometimes. Last time she visited she only paid attention to Madison and Dallas, leaving me super confused, I guess she just doesn't care about me anymore. She's returning again, and I'm scared it'll be the same, I'm scared she's forgotten about me. My name is Isabella De La Garza, Demi's least important sister, or so I thought.

Logan by braindeadwriter06

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Noah (Obsessions in Overdrive #1) by MarcelinePierson

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Lovely || Demi Lovato cover

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Lovely || Demi Lovato

He always assumes I want money. That money can replace my desire for a mother, for a female figure who will guide me through the darkness. All he can provide is money. He assumes that because I use the money, that I'm happy, that I don't spend night hunched over my toilet bowl physically sick to my stomach with the guilt of killing my mother. He assumes that because I have friends, that the smile on my face is genuine. That because I smile and confidently stride out of my room in a bikini, that I love myself and the way I look. He assumes everything about me, because he doesn't know me. I'm his daughter, and with the simple fact, he assumes that by just looking at me he knows my every thought. Does he know of the blood I spill when I have no other method of coping? Does he know of the times I sit and ponder about what it would be like to go through death? Does he know that when he leaves for work, I cry myself to sleep and wish for a mother? Does he know that I could care less about him? I hate him. But he loves me. Does he know, that through all this mess, I just want a mother. Because according to Disney, mother knows best?