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Happy Pills

LovaticNamedMax202

Reads 950
Votes 41
Parts 33
Time 46m

Reads 950
Votes 41
Parts 33
Time 46m

LovaticNamedMax202

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Jax a 17 year old goes onto X Factor (US) even though she's struggling. Will the constant hints be enough for someone to finally notice? 

TW: ED, Self Injury or self harm, brief abuse,alcoholism, underage drinking, etc

Brief Prolouge

"Honey I need you to tell me. What's going on?" They asked me "nothing" I said quickly "come on nobody chooses those specific songs for no reason" they said and I shook my head shakily walking away ignoring the dizziness that threatened to make me fall "nobody needs to know about it" I mumbled as I took my last dose of "Happy Pills"

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Simon's Rules

No one knows the real Little Mix. This is exactly the way it's supposed to be, the way Simon intends. Personalities were assumed during the X Factor and their early days, but now that the girls are older and more independent they no longer are the same people. But that's not what the public knows, it's not what sells, so they have to play their parts in public for Simon. Over time it gets harder and harder to keep up the illusion of happiness, as behind the scenes tension and challenges grow. When they receive devastating news the girls want to call it quits, but they have a contract they can't find a way out of. Keeping the illusion up doesn't seem possible, but they have to, even if it costs one of them their life.