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indecisive messyheart teen unrequitedlove

Esther Shawn has always hold on to her unrequited love. After all, they were childhood lovers. She love Nate Andrews so much that even with her newfound friendship with Marcos Alexander,  she never assume she had any feelings for him even if, he was the most sweetest and thoughtful man she'd ever known. She had known Nate her whole life; Or so she thought. She never go one day, without the thought of him and this made her blind to his sour attitude.

Marcos Alexander came into her life during Nate time in College; All Esther knew, was that she likes to be around him. She attend same highschool with Marcos but they weren't entirely friends until they met again after their school years. Nate came back from College only to become an entirely different person but of course, Esther was oblivious to his changes. 

When things get complicated with Nate, She finds Marco always on the end line for her. She would do anything for Nate after all, he once told her ; If I don't have you, No one else would-To Esther,he was professing his undying love Until things get complicated. Her heart was messy, Nate changed and she couldn't keep up. 

Even when she vow to stay clear of him , and focus on her relationship with Marcos , when Nate came back,  She found herself losing herself again. Just a glance at him, her heart suddenly goes crazy. 

How would Esther handle her indecisive heart? Could she really hide her feelings and stay away from Nate and would he let her off easily ?

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Deleted Emotions 1 by The-Realfantasy

She may be a lot of things but bitch isn't one... I tried to defend myself which only makes matters worse coz Lexis didn't seem to like it.. He shook his head in contemplation 'Cheesy.".. Jay said and rolled his eyes at us, sitting down and tapping on the chair After some moment of silence, we all settled down. "Are you fucking my Mimi? " Lexis impatiently asked me. "What?! Hell No! "I quickly answered ************* Mimi breaks off her engagement with her long time boyfriend Lexis not because he hurt her or broke her heart. On the contrary, Lexis has been so good her, so loving, so caring even though he has all it takes to find someone new, he doesn't let go.. He still want to fight for Mimi no matter how much she hurts him. He thinks Mimi is just confused so she creates a wall around her. Then..there is Justin ! It looks like they have a lot in common... Dark past, too hard to crack and twisted minds.. So, she doesn't want him breaking her sister's heart coz Suz is too good for him. But what if the tables turn? With precious hearts involved? Let's see how drama unfolds as Mimi, Lexis, Justin and Suz struggle, the hurt, heartbreaks, the confusion, twist and turn to find out what they are really looking for in the quest for love, acceptance and finding who they are.

Fall For Me by emilyann-

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Absolute Truths by maddyjanefink17

If you asked Bex what her biggest fear is, she would say it’s being alone. But she hasn’t had to worry about that a day in her life. She’s always had her best friend, Nate, to protect her. He is her knight in shining armor, her security blanket. He makes her feel safe. Of course, she’s in love with him. How could she not be? Enter Carter Sullivan—the boy who is everything Bex is not. He’s outgoing, confident, fearless…and to Bex’s surprise, completely in love with her. The worst part is, Bex starts to feel something for him, too. But along with her many other fears, she is also afraid of change. She’s loved Nate her whole life, and that’s not something she can let go of easily. And then, Bex’s worst nightmare becomes a reality when Nate slips into a coma, due to a brain tumor. No one saw it coming. Not Nate, and especially not Bex. Completely thrown and utterly lost, Bex crawls into the far recesses of her mind, fearing the worst—Nate is going to die. Anxiety shakes her to her core. She can’t go a single day without having a panic attack, and she can’t tell which is worse—losing him, or losing herself. And who is there to save her? You guessed it—Carter. But Bex isn’t sure she can trust him. She isn’t sure she can trust anyone. She’s already lost her mind. Is she really ready to offer up her heart? Carter can give her things she’s never had before, things she’s never felt before, but she can’t help but feel she’ll be betraying her best friend if she opens her heart to someone else, and gives herself the room to love and grow that she never had with Nate. Maybe what she thought was the best part of her was perhaps the worst.

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Forbidden Intimacy by falingnlovewthestars

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She may be a lot of things but bitch isn't one... I tried to defend myself which only makes matters worse coz Lexis didn't seem to like it.. He shook his head in contemplation 'Cheesy.".. Jay said and rolled his eyes at us, sitting down and tapping on the chair After some moment of silence, we all settled down. "Are you fucking my Mimi? " Lexis impatiently asked me. "What?! Hell No! "I quickly answered ************* Mimi breaks off her engagement with her long time boyfriend Lexis not because he hurt her or broke her heart. On the contrary, Lexis has been so good her, so loving, so caring even though he has all it takes to find someone new, he doesn't let go.. He still want to fight for Mimi no matter how much she hurts him. He thinks Mimi is just confused so she creates a wall around her. Then..there is Justin ! It looks like they have a lot in common... Dark past, too hard to crack and twisted minds.. So, she doesn't want him breaking her sister's heart coz Suz is too good for him. But what if the tables turn? With precious hearts involved? Let's see how drama unfolds as Mimi, Lexis, Justin and Suz struggle, the hurt, heartbreaks, the confusion, twist and turn to find out what they are really looking for in the quest for love, acceptance and finding who they are.