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INDECISIVE ✔️

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Reads 39
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Parts 11
Time 50m

indecisive messyheart teen unrequitedlove

Esther Shawn has always hold on to her unrequited love. After all, they were childhood lovers. She love Nate Andrews so much that even with her newfound friendship with Marcos Alexander,  she never assume she had any feelings for him even if, he was the most sweetest and thoughtful man she'd ever known. She had known Nate her whole life; Or so she thought. She never go one day, without the thought of him and this made her blind to his sour attitude.

Marcos Alexander came into her life during Nate time in College; All Esther knew, was that she likes to be around him. She attend same highschool with Marcos but they weren't entirely friends until they met again after their school years. Nate came back from College only to become an entirely different person but of course, Esther was oblivious to his changes. 

When things get complicated with Nate, She finds Marco always on the end line for her. She would do anything for Nate after all, he once told her ; If I don't have you, No one else would-To Esther,he was professing his undying love Until things get complicated. Her heart was messy, Nate changed and she couldn't keep up. 

Even when she vow to stay clear of him , and focus on her relationship with Marcos , when Nate came back,  She found herself losing herself again. Just a glance at him, her heart suddenly goes crazy. 

How would Esther handle her indecisive heart? Could she really hide her feelings and stay away from Nate and would he let her off easily ?

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