"I hate myself so much! If only I were better, then I could compete with Kageyama. I told everyone I was fine. That I'm not jealous and only want the best for the team. I wish they needed me but I'm useless... what is my purpose?" TW: drugs & alcohol , eating disorder, cutting, mention of suicide actions, emotional&physical abuse and sexuell harassment I would like to mention that English is not my mother tongue and not everything will be perfect. If you have any criticism, please feel free to write to me and give me suggestions for improvement. Constructive criticism is very important to me. I ask that you always be polite in the comments and treat everyone with respect. This also counts if you don't agree with someone else's opinion. Started: 15.12.21 Rightful Owner of Haikyuu and the charakters: Haruichi Furudate