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Arykaiz

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Reads 23
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Parts 10
Time 54m

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Arykaiz struggled with life since her mother left her and her father. At the age of 14 a psychologist told her she has a lot of problems and she is still suffering after 3 years. 

When she decides to go to school again she never wanted to socialize with anyone but with her panic attacks and the mysterious boy that sits next to her in class she can't just have peace. 

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But when he said...
"You're weird, but i like weird. Weird people are unique."

I started to believe and my hope was regained just to fall ten steps more behind. I should have listened and never trust somebody.

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