ill be yours
- Reads 2,063
- Votes 91
- Parts 6
Ongoing
Last published Sat, May 23, 2015
Phil is completely broken. he has many problems. the biggest is Selective Mutism, meaning he refuses to speak at all. because of this, he hasnt spoken for nearly four years. he has post traumatic stress distorder, anxiety, depression, and a eating disorder. he attends college, but decides he sits in the back in every one of his classes, and due to his overprotective aunt, is forced to attend therapy. Phil knows its not working and probably never will.
what happens when Dan, an outgoing, generally happy boy sees Phil, and is completely compelled to fix him at first sight? can he do it? in the end, will he be able to fix Phil, or will he fail?
TRIGGER WARNING: this story does have of eating disorders, depression, and self harm. so please, if you are sensitive to any of those things, do not read.
<3
All Rights Reserved
#23
amazingphil
Join the largest storytelling communityGet personalized story recommendations, save your favourites to your library, and comment and vote to grow your community.
You may also like
Kitten, Neko |Phan and KicktheStickz.|
Phil and Chris are Neko's and Dan and PJ are humans, Dan and PJ move closer to one another and go to the same school wishing they could be Neko's. (A thing that's human form but has cat whiskers, fluffy ears, tails and slightly bigger and a lot more colourful eyes like an anime character.) and they all find each other in a drama room, they all become best friends and the eventually fall for one an other, but what happens when they start noticing others problems and finally let it all out. Will they drift apart, or stay strong for each other. TRIGGER WARNINGS. : SELF HARM, ALCOHOL, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS, ANOREXIA, BULIMIA, ABUSE, SEXUAL ABUSE. SO PLEASE READ AT YOUR OWN RISK. (UNEDITED CHAPTERS SORRY.) Covers made by my best internet friend @iBlackFlower. LoVe you allXxX Sammie=3 Starter on : 7th November 2015 Published : 8th November 2015Complete
Restarted
"you learn to live with it, I guess." **could be triggering for some, please be carefulComplete
Words Not Said (previously known as Words) Phanfiction
(bit of a disclaimer) I have re-published this story after months of it being unpublished. this fanfic was first written over a year ago, my style of writing, thoughts, and opinions have changed since then. Words. Something Dan had had trouble with for years. He thought them and he loved them and expressed them, though he could never quite speak them. That is, until I certain black haired boy entered his life.Complete
my happy little pill | phan
Dan Howell and Phil Lester have said over and over that "Phan" is not real, and they have never been in a relationship together. They swear it; not even once. But behind the YouTube videos, BBC 1 radio shows and YouNows, what do Dan and Phil do in their private time? Are the fan-theories closer to the truth than Dan and Phil would like to even admit? With so much information about their lives available on the Internet, can they be allowed to keep one little secret? WARNING: CONTAINS STRONG LANGUAGE, SEXUAL SITUATIONS, THEMES OF SUICIDE & SELF HARM. IT MAY NOT BE SUITABLE FOR YOUNGER READERS. Note: Not all images used in this story are made by me, and credit goes to those who made them.Complete
killer»phan
"i want you to kill me." -- the one where dan is suicidal and phil is homicidal.Complete
Admit It || Phan
Dan sees the way Phil reacts when he sees anything related to Phan. It makes all the more difficult to come to terms with how he really feels. The question is, will Phil feel the same way? (I wrote this a LONG time ago. 0/10 would NOT recommend plz don't read it's cringe)Complete
2 Points Of View {PHAN}
[Complete] He wants him. So he will take him. Phil is a psychopath that wants Dan. He will take Dan. But what will he do with Dan? What will Dan think of Phil? Psychopath!Phil Kidnapped!Dan {Phan} WARNINGS: THIS FAN FICTION HAS DRUG ABUSE, ALCOHOL ABUSE, SELF HARM, TALK ABOUT SUICIDE, SMUT, PHYSICAL AND MENTAL ABUSE. Shout to: whinniethemuke. She made the story cover and did a fantastic job on making the cover! She is also the editor of this story, so go show her some love and check out the stories!^.^Complete![The Wrong Way Around [Phan]](https://img.wattpad.com/cover/60560530-256-k126289.jpg)
The Wrong Way Around [Phan]
Everyone knows that Dan is the most likely one to have depression, and Dan is most likely to be gay, and Dan is just not as amazing as Phil. But what if everyone who thought all those things had it the wrong way around...? Yes, I know, I suck at descriptions Trigger warning: well, actually, I'm not totally sure exactly what's going to be in this, but there'll be suicide stuff and self harm and probably more. Just don't read it if you think you shouldn't. (PS The date at the bottom is lying, I finished this sometime around August of 2017 and started it near the end of 2015, which means it's kind of old and honestly I'm definitely not proud of it but people do seem to like it so I'm not taking it down)Complete
Phil and Chris are Neko's and Dan and PJ are humans, Dan and PJ move closer to one another and go to the same school wishing they could be Neko's. (A thing that's human form but has cat whiskers, fluffy ears, tails and slightly bigger and a lot more colourful eyes like an anime character.) and they all find each other in a drama room, they all become best friends and the eventually fall for one an other, but what happens when they start noticing others problems and finally let it all out. Will they drift apart, or stay strong for each other. TRIGGER WARNINGS. : SELF HARM, ALCOHOL, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS, ANOREXIA, BULIMIA, ABUSE, SEXUAL ABUSE. SO PLEASE READ AT YOUR OWN RISK. (UNEDITED CHAPTERS SORRY.) Covers made by my best internet friend @iBlackFlower. LoVe you allXxX Sammie=3 Starter on : 7th November 2015 Published : 8th November 2015
More detailsContent Guidelines