Losing Macy to death is an experience that can only be described as an excruciating and soul-shattering agony. It's the kind of pain that seeps into my very being, infecting every part of my existence with a numbing emptiness.
Every breath feels like a struggle, every thought a battle against the memories that haunt me. I find myself replaying every moment I shared with her, wondering what I could have done differently, and wishing I could turn back time. I try to cling to the hope that maybe, just maybe, there was something more I could have done to save her, but deep down I know that there was nothing that could have been done.
It's a pain that never truly goes away, a wound that never fully heals. Instead, it lingers, a constant reminder of what was lost, and what could have been.
I will never love again. I will forever stay where Macy left me broken... Rest here with her...
But as soon as I pledged an oath... I heard her whisper, "Love again, Ivan."
That's impossible, Astrid... I will never.
Started: December 20, 2023
Finished: January 3, 2024
Published: UNDER HBP
Status: COMPLETED
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Book cover by Marc Aragona.
Bar Series #4
Ceej Del Forje is a medical student pressured to become successful after choosing medicine over law. Fuck buddy is her definition of relieving stress. She moves from one to the next with no intention of committing or having her own family.
After meeting Sai Villatoro, both agreed to become fuck buddies within a certain period of time. No strings attached. Certainly, no asking or spilling about personal lives. Just fuck. However, an accident happened, making Ceej slowly realize how much she cares for the man.
Let's see if the strings are enough to put glitter in their own sky.
Book Cover - Starry Tan