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Cuando me corto,No corto mi piel,Si no corto mi alma tratando de dividir mis dolores e intentar desaparecer mis males. aveces cuando el dolor es tan grande el suicidio ya no es una opcional es un deseo.El suicidio llegara a ti y te controlara no sabrás ni quien eres... solo sabes que quieres acabar con esta vida...tu deseo se vuelve mucho mas grande cada día...tan solo en pensar que nadie te quiere cuando al menos una persona te ama pero tu no te das cuenta...sabes que esto es una mierda.no puedo dejar de destruirme ami misma...simplemente estar en silencio y seguir haciéndolo...como duele fingir estar bien me odio ami misma infierno:Significa nuevas cicatrices estoy herida..!
No lo Suficientemente talentosa&nbsp;
no lo suficiente bonita&nbsp;
no lo suficiente inteligente&nbsp;
no lo suficiente delgada
no es suficiente la diversión
              No es Suficiente
Déjenme en paz,no tiene ni puta idea de lo que yo estoy pasando...lo siento por mi familia ellos nunca se enteraron de esto,por mi que nunca se enteren... el maquillaje hace un buen trabajo... yo solía cortarme yo era un desastre.tengo 13 años y... yo viví el cutting. tuve problemas con auto lesionarme: el dolor comenzó desde que estaba pequeña y no supe controlarlo... MI LUCHA ES DIARIA.All Rights Reserved

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