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Mi Suicida parte.3

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LECTURES 470
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Chapitres 1
Durée <5 mins

Cuando me corto,No corto mi piel,Si no corto mi alma tratando de dividir mis dolores e intentar desaparecer mis males. aveces cuando el dolor es tan grande el suicidio ya no es una opcional es un deseo.El suicidio llegara a ti y te controlara no sabrás ni quien eres... solo sabes que quieres acabar con esta vida...tu deseo se vuelve mucho mas grande cada día...tan solo en pensar que nadie te quiere cuando al menos una persona te ama pero tu no te das cuenta...sabes que esto es una mierda.no puedo dejar de destruirme ami misma...simplemente estar en silencio y seguir haciéndolo...como duele fingir estar bien me odio ami misma infierno:Significa nuevas cicatrices estoy herida..!
No lo Suficientemente talentosa&nbsp;
no lo suficiente bonita&nbsp;
no lo suficiente inteligente&nbsp;
no lo suficiente delgada
no es suficiente la diversión
              No es Suficiente
Déjenme en paz,no tiene ni puta idea de lo que yo estoy pasando...lo siento por mi familia ellos nunca se enteraron de esto,por mi que nunca se enteren... el maquillaje hace un buen trabajo... yo solía cortarme yo era un desastre.tengo 13 años y... yo viví el cutting. tuve problemas con auto lesionarme: el dolor comenzó desde que estaba pequeña y no supe controlarlo... MI LUCHA ES DIARIA.Tous Droits Réservés

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"Fuck." He whispers into my neck, sending a thrill of excitement through my body. His lips still smothered kisses over my neck and his hands roamed my body, starting at my chest, going down to my stomach. Caressing my soft skin, his thumb trailed circles on my groin before slightly slipping into the waistband of my jeans. My breath catches in my throat as I pull at the hoodie that covered his chiselled body. Understanding, Jacob pulls it off in one swift movement before attaching his lips back on my neck. Sucking and biting it before flicking his tongue over the sore spot. A quiet moan leaves my mouth and I clasp my hand over it, denying any noise to escape. "You drive me fucking crazy, Aria." ---------------------------- Aria Bailey finds it hard to fit in. Her parents are always busy and never have time for her. She lives alone at her family home and has top grades in all of her classes. But being a 17 year old friendless nerd comes with its disadvantages. The bullying gets worse every single day, driving her to self harm and suicidal thoughts. Aria learns more about popular boy, Jacob Rickson and starts developing feelings for the well known 18 year old. Jacob helps her come out of her shell and learn to be more comfortable and confident. Aria has to make a tough decision by choosing if she would rather be with Jacob and be bullied by her mind for eternity, or to leave and be left alone, exactly how she wants to be. -Strangers to lovers -Right person, wrong time

In the Arms of Danger , écrit par Btsfan_4eva

"Who are you?" I asked, still left in the shock and scared state that came over me when gunshots were heard. I look up to his face which was hidden behind a dark shadow and bit my lips as silence fell between us. "Who I am is none of your business," he said in a cold, husky voice that somehow caused me to shiver. A frown made it's way onto my face as I looked at the mysterious man who refused to tell me who he is. He stood tall in front of me as we fell into silence again but only for a few seconds before he began to slowly move towards me. His face slowly being exposed to the light, giving me a glimpse of his icy grey eyes. "let's go" he spoke again before turning around. I hesitated a bit before turning around and for some reason followed behind him. ─── ･｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ─── Ariana is a 26-year-old young lady, employed at a famous bar in New York City. She loves her job to her heart and counts it as a blessing since it helps in paying her bills. So everything was going quite well in her life, except for the fact that her boss hated her, but apart from that she was okay and everything was going well...but all of that came to an end on one specific night when she found herself in the arms of danger after encountering a mysterious yet dangerous man, who had also happen to have a lot of enemies. And since she had encountered him, she had been targeted as a worker for him and so she was promised that her life will be protected by the mysterious man as a returned favor for her saving his life. She has now entered a world where chaos, lies, hurt, death and truth reside and will find herself in a place where though decisions are thrown at her. So, What will she do when she's being chased down by enemies that seek to take her innocent life? Can she trust a man, she never knew, to protect her? Can she....survive? There's only one way to find out...

A Hero's Journey (Completed!), écrit par XXxDragonReaderxXX

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The Desire Variable | Rewrite, écrit par DarlaCassic

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Unintentional Passion , écrit par PlayNmyCurlz

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Double Down (a double standards series) Dark Romance (Part 7), écrit par nikkihershell

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"Fuck." He whispers into my neck, sending a thrill of excitement through my body. His lips still smothered kisses over my neck and his hands roamed my body, starting at my chest, going down to my stomach. Caressing my soft skin, his thumb trailed circles on my groin before slightly slipping into the waistband of my jeans. My breath catches in my throat as I pull at the hoodie that covered his chiselled body. Understanding, Jacob pulls it off in one swift movement before attaching his lips back on my neck. Sucking and biting it before flicking his tongue over the sore spot. A quiet moan leaves my mouth and I clasp my hand over it, denying any noise to escape. "You drive me fucking crazy, Aria." ---------------------------- Aria Bailey finds it hard to fit in. Her parents are always busy and never have time for her. She lives alone at her family home and has top grades in all of her classes. But being a 17 year old friendless nerd comes with its disadvantages. The bullying gets worse every single day, driving her to self harm and suicidal thoughts. Aria learns more about popular boy, Jacob Rickson and starts developing feelings for the well known 18 year old. Jacob helps her come out of her shell and learn to be more comfortable and confident. Aria has to make a tough decision by choosing if she would rather be with Jacob and be bullied by her mind for eternity, or to leave and be left alone, exactly how she wants to be. -Strangers to lovers -Right person, wrong time