Everything happens for a reason. Sometimes I wish I knew these reasons, I guess we all end up finding out eventually. So then what could possibly be the reason that I can never make up my mind. I mean for a girl who never judges other people I sure do judge myself. Maybe it's because I'm so picky, I can complain and complain about not having a boyfriend but as soon as the opportunity comes around, if I didn't like you first I'm sorry but I'm not having the same feelings towards you and you may have to work a little harder at grabbing my attention. Maria, just get your head out of your ass and think about what you need and less about what you want.