When you love someone, you will do anything so that you could be with them. But, you will also have fear. You will be scared. You will be afraid of losing the one you love whether it's because of someone else, illness, accidents, or even their own choices.
When you lost your childhood friend and lost track of them, would you miss them? Or forget about them?
Nastasia is an anti-social first-grade high school student who's never interested in any relationships and that includes friendship. She's always seen alone minding her own business. She doesn't have any friends and doesn't intend to look for any either.
But, that's going to change after she was left alone at home and decided to go to an outdoor café. There, she met a light, laid-back, and easy-going boy called Sean, who just moved into town.
Like the two magnetic poles that attract each other, these two always found themselves bumping on to each other. How will they react when they find out that they go to the same school? Will they be friends? Or maybe something more?
What would Nastasia do when she finds out that the boy she met at the café was actually her long-lost childhood "just a friend" she has forgotten and no longer recognize? How would she feel knowing that he has done so many for her then and now, while she only did horrible things to him? Will she have the courage to apologize?
Author's Note:
English is not my first or second language. So, please correct me if there are any misspelling or grammar mistakes, thank you!
Ella is falling apart trying to live a "perfect" high school life. Then she meets Ren, who can see past her scars. Suddenly perfection isn't her only option.
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Ella Volkov is a gifted music student, but she's depressed and starting to crack under the pressure of high school. Her overbearing father won't even let her choose what instrument she plays. Then she finds herself alone at a party with Ren, her best friend's crush. She'd always thought he was rude, but after that night he's all Ella can think about. Now she's trapped. If Ella dates Ren, it will ruin her friendship with Jenny. But if she stays true to Jenny, she's losing the one person who can see past her scars. It's up to Ella to decide if she will forge her own path, or stay in the "perfect" box designed for her...
Content and/or Trigger Warning: depression, anxiety, self-harm, violence, sexual assault.
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