A stranger's journal.
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Ongoing28m
Last published Fri, Feb 18, 2022
An anonymous girl welcomes you into her life as she writes about her experiences, feelings, hopes and dreams.
Authors comments:
Sorry if anything comes of triggering.
THE BOOK IS NOT IN ANY ORDER SO READ WHICHEVER CHAPTER YOU WANT DEPENDING ON YOUR SITUATION OR MOOD!!
I know its mediocre writing, but i love writing and this book is my outlet.
Ngl, I love my cover, don't you?😍
This is not a story it is all from my past true and real event as well as my life experiences.
You don't have to, but It will make my day if you read a chapter or two and leave a little comment on what you think!😅
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