The Mess I Am
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Last published Wed, Feb 16, 2022
Abused by her family...Lied to by her friends, Samantha feels worthless... but to Devon Lappen. A wealthy Mafia leader, she is Priceless.... Watch as they meet, and Devon finds out about her abusive friends and family... watch as they fall for each other, and have to work together, to stop a common enemy...they need to work together, fight together, laugh together, cry together... one emotionally, and physically abused girl. And one Sweet Mafia Lord, come together in this new book.... "The Mess I Am"
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