The Mess I Am
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  • Parts 12
  • Time 3h 3m
Readalllday23
Ongoing, First published Dec 20, 2021
Mature
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Abused by her family...Lied to by her friends, Samantha feels worthless... but to Devon Lappen. A wealthy Mafia leader, she is Priceless.... Watch as they meet, and Devon finds out about her abusive friends and family... watch as they fall for each other, and have to work together, to stop a common enemy...they need to work together, fight together, laugh together, cry together... one emotionally, and physically abused girl. And one Sweet Mafia Lord, come together in this new book.... "The Mess I Am"
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Love and Pain

34 parts Complete Mature

Luna A soft girl Helps everybody Sees the best in people But something about her is wrong. She's in trouble but who knows that? Nicholas Grumpy Cold Hates everybody He's the mafia king, and kills everybody in his way. But he has this soft spot. ⚠️TW ⚠️ SMUT RAPE KIDNAPP GUN ABUSE

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