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The Mess I Am

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Reads 625
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Parts 12
Time 3h 3m

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Abused by her family...Lied to by her friends, Samantha feels worthless... but to Devon Lappen. A wealthy Mafia leader, she is Priceless.... Watch as they meet, and Devon finds out about her abusive friends and family... watch as they fall for each other, and have to work together, to stop a common enemy...they need to work together, fight together, laugh together, cry together... one emotionally, and physically abused girl. And one Sweet Mafia Lord, come together in this new book.... "The Mess I Am"All Rights Reserved

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Everything Changes

Aria had a simple life, she had her friends, her brother, and her parents. At the time she thought life couldn't get any better; minus the guy she was in love with was having a hard time noticing she's the one. But when tragedy strikes, she doesn't know how to deal with it. Losing someone close to her and the guilt that eats away at her heart. How do you deal with it? The life she had known was gone. The pain feels like drowning. Though putting your life together is hard when you keep finding out people aren't who they say they are. Who could possibly help her keep her head above water? Someone she least expected? Could he be the one to save her, before it all becomes too much? Ryder didn't leave much falsehood to rumors. A complete playboy. He didn't have much he cared about in life anymore, at least, other than his friends. They were the only ones who knew his dark secrets, the mystery that hid in his eyes. That's the way he liked it, usually keeping to himself, not giving a shit what anyone thought about him. When Aria walks in his life, things get shaken up. Now, life starts getting a little more interesting.