The Mess I Am
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Readalllday23
Ongoing, First published Dec 20, 2021
Mature
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Abused by her family...Lied to by her friends, Samantha feels worthless... but to Devon Lappen. A wealthy Mafia leader, she is Priceless.... Watch as they meet, and Devon finds out about her abusive friends and family... watch as they fall for each other, and have to work together, to stop a common enemy...they need to work together, fight together, laugh together, cry together... one emotionally, and physically abused girl. And one Sweet Mafia Lord, come together in this new book.... "The Mess I Am"
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Falling for Mr Mafia

34 parts Complete

"You don't want me I'm broken. Unfixable." "Broken or not your still my princess." Soon his lips are on mine and sparks flew all my worries for once vanished. That's when I knew. I'm falling for Mr Mafia. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Diego Rodriguez. Son of one of the most ruthless mafia boss. His not almost like his father. Diego is more of a bad boy. Breaks rules. Fools around but not with girls. He wants trouble and danger. So he entered his own boxing championship. Everyone knowing him as the 'king' of the ring. Megan Moon. A nerd-geek. Beautiful. Smart. Sociable. But her life isn't all that gold. Her father is an abusive. Megan's mother was beaten everyday trying to protect her. Knowing she needs to find a way out of her fathers hand, Megan stumbles across some gangsters. Quickly understanding her situation, her newly found friends introduced her to the mafia. Finding a chance, Megan joined the boxing championship and became the 'princess' of the ring. Catching the eye of the 'king'. What happens when these two cross paths in school and their secret life. Read on to find out! This is a sequel to 'Helping Mr Mafia' read that first! Please don't steal! --------------------------------- Book cover by @Yourgirl_Laney

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