Deadly Smiles And Bloody Tears
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TW: Depression, SH, Suicidal Thoughts,
Peter was struggling and he had been for a long time.
Every day he could feel himself cracking a bit more. Every mistake, every failure, pushing him deeper into the dark that consumed him. He used to be able to keep his head above water, but now?
Now he was drowning
Peter was fifteen years old and he was so tired
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