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❝If only you could have loved me back.❞


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"I love you." Hana grinned, staring at Jimin. Jimin sighed while rolling his eyes at her. 



"Can't you stop this shit already? I'm not interested in you!" Her heart felt a pang but her smile didn't fade. It was an everyday thing for her.



"Can't you love me back?" Her eyes were gloomy but there was a glint of hope in them. A hope in which he could love her back for once.



 "No!" He uttered, annoyance laced in his voice. Jimin was more than annoyed by having this conversation every day.




"Why do you have to be this honest?" She whispered with tears glistening at the brim of her eyes. 



"Because I don't want t give you any hope. You're just an army and you will always be an army. Nothing more, nothing less!" He growls at her, hitting her with reality. The reality she was aware with but didn't want to acknowledge.



Hana gulped, trying to hold back her tears but what was the point to hold them back? She can't even blame him. She did that to herself. He was right....she was just a fangirl.
 



That's right I'm just a fan girl........with feelings. 

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❛The plot is really unique and engaging. I have read many army based stories but the preview is the one which is making this book unique and it can make the reader's curious.❜


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Quit Smoking Hotline (Min Yoongi x OC FF) by sugasugarunejanjan

I-ji is chasing her dream of becoming a hair colourist, packing up and moving from London for a working-holiday to study at Seoul Beauty School. Happy to begin a new chapter of her life, she is unwilling for others to find out about the past that troubles her. During a night shift at the convenience store, she unexpectedly meets Min Yoongi, member of the worldwide successful boyband BTS, and together they devise a plan to quit smoking together. Throughout their ultimately unsuccessful attempt to quit, they find unexpected friendship and solace in one another. Will their relationship prevail over the curveballs that life throws at them? Read to find out. Preview: "A pack of Marlboro Reds please," he said while placing down a bottle of black americano. "May I see your ID?" He rummages in his pockets, and holds his card up to me. 'Min Yoongi 9 March 1993', it read. "You've got a lovely baby face, Mr. Customer. You don't look a day over 18," I said with a smile on my face. "You ought to stop smoking, sir. I'm sure you know it's bad for your health," I continued, as I checked his shopping out. "I don't think nagging your customers is part of your duties as a part-time convenience store worker," said customer quipped with a hint of impatience. I simply smiled, deciding to pull out a card from beneath the counter for special customers like him. "Here's a quit smoking hotline, sir. I wish you good health and happiness," while handing over his shopping." "Stop working so hard, 알바생", and with two long strides he left into the dark night, leaving a lingering sound of the wind chimes as the only proof that he was ever there. Status: Rapidly updating. God knows that I'll procrastinate and eventually forget that this book exists if I don't finish it in two weeks. Update: Took much longer than two weeks, but it is now complete.

BEYOND THE STAGE: Notes From A Fan 🔞 by JaquelineBowler

She kissed my neck softly, and i can't help but kiss her neck, and jaw, and behind her ear.. As soon as my mouth touched her sweet spot, she started moaning.. Her thighs pressing with each other.. I felt it, bcz my leg was between her thighs.. Her back was arching, she was so turned on.. She felt like a delight to me.. As a man, i can't hope for anything better than this.. I held her neck, and parted her from me.. I had to use a little bit of force so that she strong grip around me loosens.. She looked at me seductively.. I took several deep breaths to calm myself.. Jungkook breathed heavily- baby... baby.. Listen to me.. Calm down.. Listen to me.. Yn.. The look on her eyes shifted.. I she was listening now.. And she also nodded, a little bit of her innocent cuteness was back on her expression.. Jungkook spoke in a deep voice- if you don't want more, then i think we should stop now.. She looked shocked, her eyes big and curious... Yn mumbled- why?? I couldn't help but chuckle at her cuteness... aghh my baby looked so cute.. Jungkook chuckled- i can't help it.. I know you may need time.. But this- I gestured our bodies intertwined with my eyes, and her gaze followed mine to see how both our bodies were stuck with each others.. Jungkook- this is still in my control... if we go further, i may not be able to control myself anymore.. I am a human too.. And i have my limits too.. The story revolves around the Golden superstar Jungkook and a very normal, not-so-good in anything YN.. How Jungkook became her life, and how she became his life.. How something ordinary like a blossoming love of a young man and a woman, caused trouble between families, fans, and countries.. How everyone tried to take them apart, but the true heart's desire always wins... It is the journey of Jeon Jungkook's heart, it is the journey of love of every fangirl.. The dreams of every fangirl...

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END OF INNOCENCE (KNJ) by SN_Angel

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