one-shot story (edited) Holding on was the toughest thing I did in the last twelve years, holding on for her. And as I hold on, the pressure of today and the memory of the past collide, which made me want to escape. A quick escape to be exact for I have filled myself with anxiety and guilt. Because if I escape for so long, I might forget the promise I have made, the promise of holding on. As she forms a bond with the stars, I form a bond with nature as I escape from the reality. This quick escape has been one of the happiest memory I have made in the last twelve years. An escape that turned into a memory. A memory when I finally let go of the guilt from the past. Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, businesses, places, events, and incidents are either the products of the author's imagination or used in a fictitious manner. Any resemblance to an actual person, living or dead, is purely coincidental. This is written in English. Even if the writer is known or just starting, let us not imitate their story. Plagiarism is a crime.