I Love You/I Hate You

This is a Reed900 story. There will be lots of triggering topics and eventually smut, I don't have experience with writing Smut so I hope you can bare with me on that. I have had this story in my head for a long time now and I think I'm finally gonna upload the fic on here instead of in my notes or something! I hope you enjoy! If any these topics trigger you, for example, panic attacks, smoking/drinking, crime scenes, suicidal thoughts, etc, I recommend just avoiding this story, I don't want anyone getting hurt or something. You have been warned!! (so sorry if the smut just absolutely suckd xD)