Kinky At An Early Age

Hey, so um. My therapist told me that I should write to you. She told me that if I told you everything, then life would get better. I trust her, so I'm trying. I'm not going to write to you. I don't like writing. I will however record down my thoughts and feelings. I'll just leave you the recordings. That's something to explain.
Ever since I was 4, I've always carried around recorders. I never shut them off. They record everything. Video and audio. I have evert second of my life recorded since my fourth birthday. I've been asked by my teachers, after class, why I feel the need to record everything. "In case something bad happens. It will help. And it preserves my life. I can replay all the happy moments and fast forward through all the bad." My answer is the same every time. So, I'll make a copy of my life and put them on CD's. I'll send them to you. It has every moment of my life. Every disturbing, horrifying, gruesome part.
My life is a movie.
I've been kinky from an early age also.