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MY SUICIDE NOTEBOOK

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Dedicated to my family to read once I passed away so they understand my pain =)

*it's not complete work of mine cuz I will update it each time I realise there's a flaws :') so if there's grammatical error please tell me on msg heheAll Rights Reserved

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