High school was going to be like a playground for me. I just pick up new toys, play with 'em and...let's say...throw them away. Hahahaa I'm Nelle Boham and Siola Anna Flaire is my best friend. She always gives me the best advice . She doesn't support me in this thing I wanna do. People say it's hard to be a play girl but trust me, you'll love it. Am I giving some inspiration down there? You need to be tough and strong and confident, not just any kind of girl. Unfortunately, I fell for some guy deeply before I could call myself a PLAYGIRL. I turn to cry to Siola every time about my insecurities, I didn't want anyone to see me without makeup, I believe I'm the ugliest girl in the universe. But she kept helping me to love myself and things turn up when I get break ups over and over. "Nelle, I warned you about this. I told you he looks like a playboy. You are so stubborn and stupid!" "Just because I got a heart break doesn't mean you can talk to me or insult me like this" "What makes you think I can't? And by the way, it's heartbreaks! I mean it's obvious you're cheap!" "I thought you were my best friend, you know what? We should just end this!"