Thanatophobia (Manthony)
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After several failed on and off relationships, Mitchel and Christian finally seem to be serious about one another. In the past, they had both made mistakes, said hurtful things, disregarded each other's feelings, or thought they would be better off as friends.
After a month apart, Mitchel and Christian decide to give their relationship another shot. Mitchel is determined to make it work. He's grown into a better man. A better person. And a better partner. He's learned from his mistakes and ready to prove it. Hopefully, Christian feels the same. Surely he does, right?
Find out in "Thantophobia"
Meaning: "Thantophobia is considered as a type of anxiety that has something to do with the fear of death, the dying process, or losing someone you love. This phobia can leave a person having a difficult time of coping with feelings of panic or worry and negative thought patterns" (Sintelly, 2021).
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