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Thanatophobia (Manthony)

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Reads 7,479
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Parts 37
Time 5h 26m

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After several failed on and off relationships, Mitchel and Christian finally seem to be serious about one another. In the past, they had both made mistakes, said hurtful things, disregarded each other's feelings, or thought they would be better off as friends. 

After a month apart, Mitchel and Christian decide to give their relationship another shot. Mitchel is determined to make it work. He's grown into a better man. A better person. And a better partner. He's learned from his mistakes and ready to prove it. Hopefully, Christian feels the same. Surely he does, right? 

Find out in "Thantophobia" 

Meaning: "Thantophobia is considered as a type of anxiety that has something to do with the fear of death, the dying process, or losing someone you love. This phobia can leave a person having a difficult time of coping with feelings of panic or worry and negative thought patterns" (Sintelly, 2021).All Rights Reserved

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Evermore :||: Nick & Charlie by heartstopperstories4

Charlie likes to pretend everything is fine, happy, perfect, but now that his struggles are revealed to Nick, it's going to just get harder and harder to hide how he's feeling. He doesn't want to worry Nick, so it might be best to keep it to himself. Nick is absolutely terrified. There's no other way to put it. He's so scared of losing Charlie and the thought of that kills him. He knows he can't tread on eggshells around Charlie, but also knows he needs to handle Charlie's mental health delicately, as to not upset him. Both of them are scared for their own reasons, but they love each other so much. Seeing each other in pain is a whole new prospect that they are going to have to explore whether both of them are ready for it or not. - I wanted to write this as season 3 is fast approaching. This is based off what I think I might happen in season 3 or Heartstopper. I've been thinking about scenes I want to play out in this and thought, "hey why not write a fan fiction about it?"

A Second Chance by lisaaaaa1616

Clay's life seems fine, but is everything except from fine due to bullies ruining his happiness day by day. His grandpa is the only one who knows everything about him, but when he gets really sick and passes away, Clay's life completely collapses. To regain his control, he starts developing obsessive behaviour, getting so bad that it turns into OCD. The control he tried to regain gets lost even further with the day. But when the only place, his sport, he finds peace also gets ruined by bullies and his OCD, George is suddenly there to stick up for him when everyone else isn't. At least... that's what it seems like. TW's: -Suicide attempt and thoughts -Death (due to sickness) -Betrayal (fake love) -Homophobia -Self harm -Bullying -Abuse -OCD

Nathaniel Jean's Senior Year by stayonbrand

At first glance, nobody would be able to tell that Nathaniel Jean had a problem. Or second glance, or third, or fourth. After all, he had everything. He was a captain of his school's soccer team and one of the top players in the state. He had a big house and money to spend. He had family, he had friends, he had fun, he had faith. He never meant for it to happen. He never wanted to look at another man in the way he should have been looking at a woman. The idea had disgusted him for most of his life - living in a heavily Catholic town with heavily Catholic parents, homophobia was the only response he knew. That didn't change when he first realized that he didn't like girls. No, Nathaniel Jean was still homophobic. He hated the idea of a man sleeping with another man. He was raised on the notion that all gays went to hell, and he believed it. He despised them, and so he despised himself. Nathaniel Jean was more fortunate than most, because help did arrive for him. Help by the name of Lucas Morgan, they boy he'd always known but never known. The boy with big dreams and bigger talent. The boy that changed Nathaniel's life over the course of their thirty-six week long senior year.

The Art of Starting Over by AliasTummas1

Have you ever sunk so low that you actually felt relieved, knowing that it couldn't possibly get any worse? Well, I have... Many times. I lost everything. My family, my future, my home... I swore I would never depend on anyone ever again. And he swore nothing will ever tie him down. He told me he has ghosts. I told him I have fears. We agreed. We were eachother's impending death. And yet I fell for him, slowly and deeply, until I didn't know how to be without him. And he fed on me, gently and steadily, until he didn't know how to let me go. They said he'll never stay. Yet, here he is. I said my heart will never break. Yet, here I am. My name is Alison Lewis, and all I want is to start over. #thewattys2021 Shortlist and #FEATURED on Wattpad Chicklit, New Adult, Romance and Psychological Novel #official reading lists.

A Touching Of Lips (BoyxBoy) by mossfordgreen

Why does life come with so many different possible answers to the same question? Which answer is the correct one and how do you know for sure? Finding your true self, amid all the decisions you're forced to make in growing up, is quite a battle, isn't it? I was doing okay. Really I was. Then I literally bumped into him and that was it. That was when everything changed. My life took a new turn and became an exciting adventure. I found myself swept along in a sea of change that I either had to swim along with, or sink and drown. It was a no brainer to swim but fully embracing the changes to the way I thought and felt was quite a journey. This is my story.

Unwanted Alliance | Yandere boy x reader by synphx

You didn't belong here. You lived in an isolated world with only a population of under 400,000 people. You thought your world was big, but it wasn't. You soon learned that there was a bigger world outside of where you lived- and you were kept away from it. Whoever ruled this society was keeping you locked away, forcing you to be a mindless follower. After figuring out the biggest secret of this dystopian world, you come across your best friend's boyfriend who turns out to be much more than you perceived him to be. Just how much will this man change your life, for the better or for the worse?

Touch of Fire (bxb) by gourmetwithcheese

Killian and Hayden had always been best friends. They had known each other since kindergarten and were inseparable. Until one night, they take it too far; they drink a bit too much, they get a bit too rowdy, and somehow, they end up sleeping together. Killian tries his best to pretend like nothing has happened, but he knows that things have irreversably changed between them. And Hayden? Hayden doesn't want to pretend like nothing happened. warning!!!! Lots of internalized homophobia, a major inferiority complex, and strong language. And sex. Lots of it. :)

Rumours [BxB] ✔️ by redxstorm

↞↞↞♛↠↠↠ Everyone makes at least one mistake in their life; if you don't, you're not human. I just happen to be one of those people who make a lot of mistakes. To start with, there were the Rumours. You know, those things that only powerful people can make up? Yeah. Those. They were the beginning of everything that ever went wrong in my life, but also the thing that led me to the end. Although, I didn't know that at the time, so a few bruises and kisses down the line, I found myself faced with a big problem. I had to choose between three people, all of whom had been lying about everything for months. That wasn't an easy task for someone like me, but the biggest issue? The one who made me cry the most tears was the one I couldn't help but love. ↞↞↞♛↠↠↠ "I never meant to hurt you, River." "Then why did you do it? Why did you do all of those things? I'm not some toy for you to use when you feel like it and then throw away when you're done." ↞↞↞♛↠↠↠ Completed ✔️ Started: 15/03/19 Finished: 18/08/19

Thantophobia by lemonsunflower

*COMPLETED* Thantophobia (n.) the phobia of losing someone you love Rankings- #1 in mxm (5/28/20) #1 in manxman (7/12/20) #2 in boyxboy (7/16/20)

He Says He's Just A Friend by jms777

Emmet and Clay did not meet on the best of terms, but that doesn't stop them from becoming fast friends. As their bond grows stronger, they will do whatever it takes to maintain this new friendship. Even though that may not be all that either of them wants. After years of living in a conservative southern town, Emmett has developed a hard shell that is not easily pierced. It's gotten even more difficult since breaking up with his first serious boyfriend left him feeling devastated and betrayed. Then a new friend comes along to peel back all the layers of protection, making Emmett feel happy again, and perhaps making him feel something more. The loss of his father at a young age left Clay with severe anxiety. His girlfriend says he's emotionally distant - because he is. Clay never gave much thought to his sexuality. He started dating because all his friends were, and although his relationships never seem to work out, he continues to try, because that's what's expected. The steady track he's been traveling is suddenly upended when he becomes enamored with a boy he just met. Now Clay has to figure out what he wants and how far he's willing to go to get it.

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Evermore :||: Nick & Charlie cover

A Second Chance cover

Nathaniel Jean's Senior Year cover

The Art of Starting Over cover

A Touching Of Lips (BoyxBoy) cover

Unwanted Alliance | Yandere boy x reader cover

Touch of Fire (bxb) cover

Rumours [BxB] ✔️ cover

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Evermore :||: Nick & Charlie

Charlie likes to pretend everything is fine, happy, perfect, but now that his struggles are revealed to Nick, it's going to just get harder and harder to hide how he's feeling. He doesn't want to worry Nick, so it might be best to keep it to himself. Nick is absolutely terrified. There's no other way to put it. He's so scared of losing Charlie and the thought of that kills him. He knows he can't tread on eggshells around Charlie, but also knows he needs to handle Charlie's mental health delicately, as to not upset him. Both of them are scared for their own reasons, but they love each other so much. Seeing each other in pain is a whole new prospect that they are going to have to explore whether both of them are ready for it or not. - I wanted to write this as season 3 is fast approaching. This is based off what I think I might happen in season 3 or Heartstopper. I've been thinking about scenes I want to play out in this and thought, "hey why not write a fan fiction about it?"