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Before An Us

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Vee met a weird kid named Mark Masa when his bestfriend fell in love with the younger guy but was straight out rejected. This is all because Mark likes a senior from his faculty who turns out to be no other than Vee's older brother, Rue. 

Vee thought he was only dealing with this familiar love triangle confusion. Little did he know that there's a deeper secret Mark Masa hides. 

Mark is suffering from a mental health condition called a Dissociative Identity Disorder. Two other personas lives inside his body: A manipulative and happy go lucky teenager insist to keep the name Mark, and an athletic youth who likes to fight calls himself War. And for some weird and unknown reason, War had fallen in love with Vee. 

What will happen if the original owner of the body now loathes Vee? And what will happen if Vee started to fall for Mark as well? How will the other persona reacts?



This is a LOVE MECHANICS ff and all credits for character names goes to Faddist.


Started: 24/12/2021
Ended: 14/02/2022All Rights Reserved

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