The Brutal Truth(A Suicidal/Austin Mahone Fanfic)
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Do you know how awful it feels to be told "... because you were suicidal." especially when the people who said it is Austin Mahone. The one guy I have loved my whole life.
My name is Catie but everyone calls me Cat. This is the story of how something I did in my past ruined and mended the relationship between me and Austin Mahone.
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