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Last published Mon, Jan 5, 2015
when life gets to much for this boy he decides to vent his feelings on the popular social media site Tumblr, however if anyone ever knew what he was going through his world ;would be ruined. His new alter ego is 'CleverUsername', now every chance he has; he is on tumblr just venting, or talking with his followers, seeing how many notes he has, and direct messaging people who seem to care for him. one night he stays up a little later then usual talking to one of his new followers, at first its just another person hidden behind a desktop saying everything will be alright, but after a few hours into the early morning he knows there is something different about this follower.Their words arnt just filled with empty sympathy, but overflown with love and worry. They help him through what has been the worst year of his life he thinks he is in love,He wants to get closer to his new found obsession, but one thing stands between that. 'CleverUsername' is Harry styles.
 
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