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when life gets to much for this boy he decides to vent his feelings on the popular social media site Tumblr, however if anyone ever knew what he was going through his world ;would be ruined. His new alter ego is 'CleverUsername', now every chance he has; he is on tumblr just venting, or talking with his followers, seeing how many notes he has, and direct messaging people who seem to care for him. one night he stays up a little later then usual talking to one of his new followers, at first its just another person hidden behind a desktop saying everything will be alright, but after a few hours into the early morning he knows there is something different about this follower.Their words arnt just filled with empty sympathy, but overflown with love and worry. They help him through what has been the worst year of his life he thinks he is in love,He wants to get closer to his new found obsession, but one thing stands between that. 'CleverUsername' is Harry styles.
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Lines Between Love and Hate by CDMorgan

Harry and Louis looked like they were meant to be from the moment they met at the X Factor, but unfortunately young boys don't always get to live like they want to. The management wants to have a chat with them and after that everything changes. Louis seems fine, but Harry's world has come crashing down around his feet and he has no idea how to make it better. So he helps the falling apart a long and takes up at bad habit that will maybe cost him his live. Will Louis ever like him again and will the fans hate on him ever stop? Basically a sad Larry Stylinson story involving self harm, fluff and hints of an eating disorder.

Freedom by itstilliswhatitis

Harry Styles had it all. He was a record-selling artist who played on all the big arenas around the world. His shows were always sold out and he had the best fanbase. The only thing he didn't have was the one thing he wanted the most: freedom. He had been discovered at age 16 and he had been too naive. He and his mom had signed a ten-year-long contract and they didn't understand then that they signed away his freedom. His management controlled almost everything. They refused to let him come out as gay. Instead, they made him look like a womanizer, forcing him to go on date after date with beautiful high profile women. Harry was so tired of it. He somehow managed to convince his manager to give him three months off. He immediately packed his clothes and headed to his farmhouse in the north of England for some alone time. To his surprise the old couple that was his only neighbors had their grandson helping them out. A gorgeous blue-eyed man named Louis... Purely fictional. Smutwarning!

Silence by itstilliswhatitis

@RANDOM28lol contacted me with a story idea where they asked if they could write the poems in the story. I didn't feel like I could write the story they wanted me to but I asked them to send me one of the poems. The poem inspired me. ❤ So I suggested another concept of the story and they agreed. All the poems in the story are written by the talented @RANDOM28lol. Harry has lost his voice. He has been mute for years. Ever since his family was brutally murdered in their home. He suffers from PTSD and survivor's guilt. Thinking that not allowing himself to talk somehow honor the death of his family. It's a lonely life. He has no one to talk to. Doctors and therapists have given up on him. He writes poems as a way to express how he feels. He also writes at work. Running the gossip section of The Sun is something he despises but he's a journalist and he needs a job. No one tries to talk to him at work either. It's his own fault. But he hates how they go silent and then whisper about him as he enters the newsroom in the mornings. He keeps to himself. Until the new sports journalist catches his eye. Beautiful. Blue eyes. Wonderful smile. To his surprise, the man knows sign language and he's also determined to talk to him. Life as he knows it changes. It's scary. Will he be able to actually overcome his trauma? Be something more than a bystander of his own life? Warnings: Trauma, death.

The Boy in the Bookstore | l.s ✔ by lovelyxlwt

In which a boy in a bookstore finds a broken boy and they fall in love and fix each other. - - 'Tell me a story, L-lou.' Harry asked, sleepy. 'What about, love?' 'Anything. Make one up, if you like?' 'Okay,' said Louis, thinking for a second. He reached out his hand, and took Harry's in his. 'It was a warm day in September, 2008. A shorter-than-average boy with brown hair and blue eyes had just got a new job at a store that sold books. His job was boring, but he loved meeting the new customers. He was only a few days into this job when a tall boy with curly hair and headphones walked in. This tall boy was shy and barely spoke, but he had a big heart and a lot of love to give. The boy with the curly hair slowly began to trust the other, and the boy in the bookstore began to fall for him. But he was afraid, he had never had a crush on another boy before. He didn't know what people would think, and he was scared to be himself. But the younger boy, the one he had fallen for, had taught him to be brave. He had taught him to love again after getting constantly beaten down. The boy with curly hair didn't have it easy, either. So they helped each other. They built each other back up. Now, little over a month later, the boy in the bookstore is holding the hands of the broken boy as he tries to sleep. It was them against the world...' - - Contains mentions of domestic abusive, eating disorders and self harm. Read at your own risk.

Under the Cover. {Larry Stylinson AU} [Completed] by larrywanks

"But we all know I can make anyone fall in love with me." "Anyone huh?" Louis nodded. "Well let's make this interesting with a bet. I bet you that I can make you find someone who won't fall in love with you." "Do you know who yet? Stanley looked around until his eyes landed on someone. "Yes." "Who?" "Harry Styles." ---------- Harry is quiet. He never stirs trouble. He doesn't want to cause anymore problems in his already-ruined family. He doesn't have friends because he doesn't want people to know how bad his life is. Louis is the typical pampered rich boy with a large penis. He would literally shove that thing in any one to feel something. Anything. He enjoyed being loved, but could never seem to love back. So when a bet is made, Louis has to make Harry fall in love with him. Harry make Louis feel things without having to have meaningless sex. It was only a simple bet. © larrywanks

Perfectly Broken (Larry Stylinson) by stylinson_sluts

Harry and Louis go to the same college, but don't talk much. Harry is in his sophomore year and Louis is in his junior. They know of each other, very well, but don't talk. Louis is the captain of the football (soccer) team and Harry is....invisible. But not to Louis. Louis may or may not stalk the poor kid, but Harry never noticed it. Harry is suicidal and cuts and just is ready to give up. Louis wants to help, without letting him know who it is, scared Harry won't allow him to help if he knew. Harry has a tumblr account that is all depressed and suicidal with over 6,000 followers while Louis has one as well but it's football, and maybe even some love quotes with also over 6,000 followers. Both a little tumblr famous. Louis knows it's Harry's tumblr. But Harry doesn't know it's Louis'. His name on the account is Lou, not that it is hard to figure out, but Harry can't seem to. Louis does everything in his power to help Harry and so what if they fall in love? But does happy ever after exist?

A Love Close Near Death by ArianaLovve

(Caution! May be triggering. If you trigger easily I advise you to not continue reading.) Niall Horan always been the normal one out of all his friends back home, but that all changed after his XFactor audition. He believes that no one will ever love him. Why would they? He's hideous, fat, a disgrace, and supposedly gay. As a matter of fact, he just might be. There is one member of the group that understands him, that pities him because he knows how he feels. What will happen when Niall tries to take his own life? Will the one he loves follow in his footsteps? Will everyone be overjoyed? Or will everyone regret everything they ever did to him and become overly depressed? (PS) I don't think that Niall is fat, hideous, a disgrace or gay. I love Niall with all my life and heart. He is my saviour, my smile, my reason to be. If anyone thinks that Niall is hideous, fat, a disgrace or gay.... I'll personally find out where you live go to your house & stab you while you're sleeping.

Insanely in love with you(Marcel&Harry/ Liam&Harry) by cliffordvshoran1320

Harry is about to walk into his future. Sadly this isn't the future he wants. I mean who wants to live in an Insane Asylum? No one he knows. He is leaving his high school, his friends, his family, all of it. Just because he has tried to commit suicide a few times(5 times). He didn't know he would end up here. He honestly thought he would have died oh so long ago. When he first tried to commit suicide. But like everything else he does, or so he thinks, he messed up. No one was as much a screw up as him. This story was inspired by a story I read on Quotev. I am changing a lot of things but the setting(An Insane Asylum for unstable teens) I got from the Quotev story. I do not know the name of the person who wrote it or the name if the book. Sorry

Bad Dreams. [Larry Stylinson AU] {Completed} by larrywanks

"No one knows?" "Nope." "No strings attached?" "Nope." "Fine." --- Louis Tomlinson has been battling depression ever since his dad commit suicide. He doesn't have many friends and to make matters worse; he's gay. That's when Harry shows up in Doncaster. He's rude, stubborn, and close minded. Harry immediately hates Louis. Louis is the exact opposite of Harry, he's quiet, polite, broken, weak. But when there is only 2 homosexual lads in one town, you learn to accommodate. That's where it started; harmless fun. A quick shag now and then. But when Harry is around Louis' depression disappears, his nightmares of his dad are gone too. Can hate really change into love? ****WARNING: some of the chapters are private so you must be following me to read them. (the smut chapters) {also first time writing full on smut}

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Harry and Louis looked like they were meant to be from the moment they met at the X Factor, but unfortunately young boys don't always get to live like they want to. The management wants to have a chat with them and after that everything changes. Louis seems fine, but Harry's world has come crashing down around his feet and he has no idea how to make it better. So he helps the falling apart a long and takes up at bad habit that will maybe cost him his live. Will Louis ever like him again and will the fans hate on him ever stop? Basically a sad Larry Stylinson story involving self harm, fluff and hints of an eating disorder.